Lupieliving

living with lupus, day by day, moment by moment

I’m so over my illnesses.  Unfortunately, they seem to love me and are holding on tight, causing me to stumble through my days, letting me just survive.  It frustrates me so much!  And frustration is evil, often inviting other friends along for the ride.  Hello anger, anxiety and depression! I usually find that “frustration” is …

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September has been an exceptionally hard month mentally and digging myself out of the dark place I fell into took extraordinary mental agility.  It feels like depression is an inevitable part of my battle.  It is hard not to get depressed about being sick everyday, being in pain everyday, being in fatigue everyday, not being …

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